I'm actually updating this thing!

I know.....its weird
......and i havent put anything on fanficton either.....
I have no excuse....i just didnt do anything this summer.....so yeah
i have started a lyric video that i will be putting up on youtube and maybe here sometime soon
and now school has started. Oh. joy. <- sarcasm alert
but....
I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW!!!!!!!!!!
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.....and class is about to end so i gotta stop updating
maybe ill be here 2marow?

about that

about my last journal entry

i typed that up while i was vary depressed nearly a month ago...so dont look in to it to much that was just me whining and bitching.
btw i havent even reread(i didn't even look over it as i typed it if i had i would have deleated it) that cus as soon as i do i kn ill start freaking out that i actualy posted it.


just cus im bored...... my first simester classes go like this
1. Band
2. Psychology
3. Chemistry
4. Computer Graphics
5. Junior English
6. Anatomy
7. S.C./Study Hall
8. Modern Algebra 2

things i find on the internet

"Homophobia is gay." -- Frank Iero

"The key to rule the world, is to fall in love with thy enemy. But I don't know what you will do after you've accomplished that." ~ Anonymous

Anyone ever notice that "studing" is "student" and "dying" put together?

If you promise not to get emotionally attched you may KISS MY ASS!

I'm sarcastic and have a smart ass attitude. It's a natural defense against drama, bullshit and stupidity.

Horror movie survival tips......307 of them.........

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the only reason im righting this is becuse im trying to see if anyone will care enough to even read it. seems kinda stupid but hey its all i got.
right now i feel like crap. hell not even that much sometimes becus no one seems to even realize i igizist.
i get the fact that im not your first choice of ppl to talk to. im your last choice. you only ever even consider talking to me when u have no one elce to talk to and your bored out of your mind.
i get it. im not a talkive person and maby i dont anser right away or in the right way. i can never come up with the right thing to say so i don't say anything. and when i do acutaly say something it aways comes out wrong it sounds stupid, pathetic and i usualy stuter it out.
i get it im shy really shy i almost never talk to someone i havent met before and when i do they start the conversation. i get the fact that im not funny i cant pull a joke out of my ass every three seconds. im not the smartest kid on the block. im not pretty or hott.


but thats ME i dont get why thats so wrong. did u ever even consider the reasons as to why i am the way i am? maby the reason i never actualy say anything is cus everytime ive really tried to i was made fun of for it.

I AM ME.

and why do the only ppl who ever consider asking me out are so scared of being alone that they latch on to the first personthat they see? what do think ill go out with u just becus no one elce will o out with me?? or do think im stupid enough to fall for your words saying that u arnt actualy going out with her? that im so pathetic that u have to get me to go out with u just becus u feel sorry for me? and hey maby u thought ud get some ass on the side rite? well here's a news flash for ya if ur actualy that lonely u have hand and i dont need your pitty.
i dont need anyones pitty.


I AM ME.

and i dont get what so wrong with that but ovousely u do. so please tell me.
i know that i dont take critsum vary well. but tell me what is so wrong with me?
why dont even realise that i igist half the time?

Epic fail

so that last post was an epic fail if there ever was one...................

So I havn't been updating like I said I would or at all for that matter. But hopefully that will change now.
I will do my best to update atleast once a week and post a new fanfiction that i will try to update at least once a week.